One having no influence or value; a non-entity.
Yes, I'm having one of those moments again. The ones where I feel I'm not really here...where all I am is a shoulder to cry on, an ear to speak into or a mouthpiece to use.
Is that all I am? Someone to cry to when things are bad? A messenger boy? I want to be there for people, but I'd like to be there ALL the time, through both good AND bad. Don't ignore me when your life is going great, only to turn to me when it goes wrong. If you're messaging me, talk to ME. Don't just give me a message for somebody else and forget about me. I want more than that. I deserve more than that.
If you don't have the time to speak to me when things are going ok, why suddenly remember I exist when life takes a turn for the worse or you need a message delivered?
I'm more than just a cry towel and an answering machine.